
The world outside her window looked the same. Calm. Unmoved. As if nothing had changed — not even after all the storms that had passed through her heart.
Mrinalini sat by the window, her knees tucked under the soft folds of her old cotton kurta. Her hair was messy, still carrying the restlessness of a sleepless night.
It was the morning after everything.
After the night she had crossed every line drawn for her.
The resignation letter was sent. Advik’s words were still ringing in her ears.
She wasn’t crying anymore. Not even angry. She just felt tired. The kind of tired that doesn’t come from lack of sleep, but from feeling too much.
He had said it. I love her.
Those words had played in her mind all night until they lost their meaning.
Wasn’t love supposed to be warm, like sunlight?
Then why did it feel so heavy — like a truth she didn’t know how to carry?
Her phone buzzed on the table. She looked at the screen.
A message from HR: “All exit formalities confirmed. Send any questions.”
It was over.
She was free.
And yet, freedom didn’t feel light. It felt heavier than all the expectations she had lived with.
Soft footsteps came from the hallway. Her mother stopped at the door.
She didn’t say much, only carried a quiet understanding in her eyes.
“Beta, you should try to sleep.”
Her voice was gentle, like morning sunlight slipping through curtains.
Mrinalini nodded. “I will,” she said, though she knew she wouldn’t.
Her gaze stayed fixed on the pale sky outside, a sky that looked empty and waiting.
Her mother just smiled, brushed a strand of hair from her face, and left.
Mothers, she thought, had a way of reading silence better than words.
When the door closed, the quiet returned — deep and breathing, filling every corner of the room.
Mrinalini folded her arms around her knees and rested her chin there.
She thought about Advik and the tired look in his eyes, the tremor in his voice.
She hated that his words still lived inside her.
She hated that a part of her still missed him.
Still loved him, maybe.
It wasn’t fair. None of it was.
She had promised herself she wouldn’t break again.
But somehow, every word he said last night had slipped beneath her skin.
In that stillness, Gulzar’s line came to her mind — “dil hai to phir dard hoga, dard hai to dil bhi hoga”
if there’s a heart, there will be pain. And if there’s pain, there must be a heart.
Mrinalini smiled faintly, a helpless, quiet kind of smile.
Love, she realized, doesn’t always end when people do.
Sometimes, it just stays… in the morning air, in memories, in silence — alive and waiting.
For a moment, Mrinalini wondered if this was what growing up really meant. Everyone sitting across from their own quiet mess, pretending to be fine. Smiling just enough to pass.
She turned to the window again. The view outside wasn’t special—power lines sagging across the sky, pigeons fighting for a ledge, sunlight stretching itself awake. Yet somehow, it all felt personal today, as if the morning had remembered her.
One pigeon stopped on the railing and stayed there. Its small chest rose and fell in slow rhythm. It looked calm, untouched by the noise around it. She envied that kind of stillness, the art of being unbothered.
Maybe love was like that, she thought.
Not something that fixed what was broken.
Not something that arrived with certainty.
Just something that existed quietly, like light that warms you even when you forget to look up.
The coffee on her table had gone cold. She took a sip anyway.
Bitter.
Perfect, she thought, and smiled a little to herself.
The house had begun to stir around her. Her father’s cough came from down the hall. The scent of toasting bread drifted from the kitchen, where her mother was humming again, the same old tune that always reminded Mrinalini of school mornings. She could hear her brother’s half-angry, half-sleepy voice arguing about a file.
Life resumed, ordinary and familiar. It wrapped around her gently.
She leaned back, head resting against the wall. “I’m not running this time,” she whispered, careful not to disturb the stillness. There was no drama in her voice, no weight of decision. Only truth, small and steady.
Outside, the sunlight grew clearer on the balcony floor. Inside, her heart finally felt quiet.
Peace, she realized, didn’t always walk in like a revelation. Sometimes it arrived and simply sat beside you, waiting.
She stayed there long after her toast had cooled. The world kept moving beyond her window. She didn’t wait for messages or closure.
She just breathed, the way the morning did.
“thoda sa dhoop mein bheeg lo, thoda sa dard mein jee lo”
Later that morning, sunlight slipped through the dining room curtains, landing in quiet squares on the floor. The fan above turned lazily, its sound almost lost in the stillness.
Mrinalini sat at the table, fingers curled around a cup of tea that had long gone cold. The ceramic felt damp against her palms, but she didn’t move. Her eyes kept drifting — to the tiny crack in the wall, to the shadow of a leaf trembling against the windowpane, to the soft rise of her father’s chest as he breathed behind his newspaper.
He hadn’t turned a page in minutes. The same line stared back at him, forgotten. Across the room, her mother wiped the counter again and again, though it was spotless. The sound of the cloth against the marble was the only thing that reminded them they were still there, still trying to fill the silence with something.
Vikram stood by the window, hands folded, jaw tight. His reflection in the glass looked like someone else — someone older, someone tired. His eyes moved, but his body didn’t. The air between them all was thick, carrying words that had not yet decided if they wanted to be spoken.
No one named it, but the echo of I love her was still alive in that room, clinging like smoke after a fire.
Finally, Mrinalini spoke, her voice soft and uncertain. “You’re all very quiet today.”
Her mother looked up, a faint smile pulling at the corners of her mouth. “You should rest, beta. You barely slept.”
“You didn’t either,” Mrinalini said, tracing the edge of her teacup with her thumb.
Her father sighed, folding the newspaper and placing it on the table. “He shouldn’t have come here. Not in the middle of the night. Not like that.”
“I know,” she said quietly, glancing away.
Vikram’s head turned. “Do you?”
She looked up, startled by the weight in his voice. “Bhaiya—”
He stepped closer, the restraint cracking in his tone. “Because from where I’m standing, it looks like you’re about to make the same mistake again.”
Her lips parted, then closed. Her breath trembled. “Bhaiya, please—”
But he was already speaking, his anger pushing through months of unspoken hurt. “You think he loves you, fine. But love doesn’t humiliate you in front of the world. Love doesn’t make you cry in your own wedding clothes. You cried because of him, Mrinalini. Because of him.”
There was a pause, small and fragile.
Then she said, barely above a whisper, “I didn’t cry because of him. I cried because of myself.”
The words landed softly, but they cut through the air all the same. Her father rubbed his temples. Her mother froze, the cloth still in her hands.
“Vikram, bas karo,” her father said quietly. But Vikram didn’t stop. The dam had already broken.
“No, Papa. Let her listen.” His voice began to crack, more sorrow than anger now. “Because of him, because of all of them, we became the joke of this city. You think we’ve forgotten? You think I’ve forgotten what that night did to us?”
His voice cracked. “Papa was hospitalized from the shock, Ma hadn’t eaten in days, and you……. you were nowhere! For two days, Mrinalini. Two damn days! Nobody knew where you were, and the whole city was whispering your name. You were wandering alone, and—”
Something broke inside her. “And where were you those two days, Bhaiya?”
Her eyes lifted, wet but fierce. “I know Papa was hospitalized. I know Ma was with him. But who was with me? No one. Where were you when I needed someone? When I had nowhere to go, when I was scared out of my mind, when I didn’t even know if I wanted to live or disappear? Did you call? Did you wonder where your sister had gone? How could you not notice that I wasn’t home?”
The room went completely still. Her mother’s hand dropped from the counter. Her father’s face collapsed into silence. Vikram just stood there, the anger leaving him all at once, replaced by raw disbelief.
Realization lit up in Mrinalini’s eyes. Her anger faded. Guilt started to fill the empty space inside her. She looked at her brother, her voice soft and shaky “Bhaiya, I… I didn’t mean—”
No one moved. Her mother’s eyes glinted with unshed tears, her father traced invisible patterns on the table, and Vikram’s jaw unclenched as he watched his sister crumble. For a moment, they were a family suspended, held together only by old pain and new truth
She lowered her head and wept openly, quietly, letting the grief settle over her shoulders.
Between breaths, a line of poetry drifted through her mind, the way old songs sometimes surface unexpectedly:
“meri galti mein chhupa hai mera insaan hona, jo galti na kare koi farishta hoga…”
My mistakes are what make me human. The ones who never err, they must be angels.
She wiped her face, but her hands wouldn’t stop trembling. “I’m sorry… I’m so sorry I blamed you. I’m the one who left. I’m the one who disappeared without letting you find me. I know you cared. I was just so… tired”
Her father reached across the table, his hand a small bridge in the silence. “We failed too, beta. We let our fear speak louder than our love.” His voice was gentle, almost breaking.
Her mother stepped closer, holding her from behind. “Beta, we only wanted to keep you safe. Forgive us, if you can.” Her forehead brushed Mrinalini’s hair, a comfort older than words.
Vikram came around the table. The fight was gone from his shoulders, now replaced by guilt, raw and familiar. He did not touch her, only stood nearby, but his presence was apology enough.
Mrinalini’s breath caught; her heart thudded painfully as she tried to find the right words.
Her father’s voice came first, soft and unsteady. “Mrinu, we didn’t know.”
Her throat tightened. “How could you not?”
Her mother stepped closer, eyes wet. “Because we thought you were with your aunt in Panchgani.”
Mrinalini went still. The room seemed to pause with her.
Her father nodded slowly. His words were tired, but true. “She called the morning after the wedding. She said you had reached safely. She said you needed time away. She said you had switched off your phone and didn’t want to talk. She even sent a few messages from your number. We thought they were from you.”
He swallowed, as if the sentence hurt his mouth. “We believed it. We thought you needed space. We didn’t know.”
Cold understanding moved across Mrinalini’s skin. The aunt. The same woman close to the ex-groom’s family. The one who had disappeared after the wedding. The puzzle fit, and the answer hurt.
Her mother spoke again, voice cracking. “We trusted her. After what happened, it made sense. We didn’t want to push you. I stayed with your father in the hospital. Vikram handled the house. We thought you were safe, beta.”
Mrinalini sank back in her chair. The anger left her like air leaving a lung. In its place came grief, then disbelief, then the heavy truth of it all.
For two days, she had believed she was forgotten.
For two days, her family had believed she wanted to be left alone.
No villains. Just pain, and wires crossed in the dark.
She wiped her face quickly, trying to gather herself. “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have said those things.”
Her father shook his head. “You had every right to ask. We should have checked before believing anyone. We failed you too.”
Her mother placed a hand on her shoulder. “We didn’t want to force you to come home when you weren’t ready.”
Mrinalini nodded, but no words came. The house went quiet again. Not an angry silence. The kind that follows truth. The kind that aches, then slowly begins to heal.
She whispered, “It’s okay, Ma.”
And for the first time in a long time, she meant it.
She lifted her eyes to her mother and saw it there — not judgment, but fear. A mother’s fear of watching a daughter break again.
“Ma, I’m not in love with him,” she said, too quickly. “Not the way you think.”
Her voice shook. “I just… understand him. He is not who he was before.”
Her mother brushed a strand of hair from her face. “Maybe. But sometimes, understanding someone too much makes you blind to how they hurt you”
The words landed gently, but they stayed.
Her mother went to get breakfast. Her father gave a small nod as he rose. Not approval. Not refusal. Just a father saying he is here.
When the room was empty, Mrinalini looked down at the cold tea. Her reflection trembled on its surface. Eyes red. Lips shaking. Sleeplessness written across her face.
She whispered to herself, almost inaudible “He said he loves me.”
It was not wonder. It was confusion. It was ache. It was a small spark of hope she tried to smother before it could turn into fire.
Her heart would not listen. It moved anyway. It remembered his voice. It saw his face in the dim light. It held his words like a small flame cupped in both palms.
Outside, traffic began to hum. The city continued. Inside, time stood still in a room where tea had gone cold and truth had finally walked in.
She held the cup tighter and tried to tell herself she did not care. Tried to make herself believe she was not waiting.
But her body knew before her mind would admit it. Her shoulders did not move. Her breath stayed shallow and careful. Her eyes flicked once to the door, then away, as if the very act of hoping might call him back.
She closed her eyes and let the morning hold her.
Not healed. Not decided. Just breathing.
And somewhere in the same city, she felt it as a fact, not a wish — he was breathing too.








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